I have a ways to go... Life wants me to go... this way!

I want to firstly apologize to those who are waiting on the psyche/Eros story- It's been put off because of priorities. I've decided to go with the Miranda Project because its better fitting for Submission work~ wish me luck!! (I do plan on finishing up Psyche and Eros-- really!! Since they're in Staress, I'll have to talk about their background anyways. No worries~ ^_^ )

Now this is why I changed my direction... (ahem, gets notecards) I was originally planning to present my Coffee Philosophy Project to the "Rising Stars of Manga" Tokyopop competition, but damn... It doesn't seem like it will EVER be back up. I thought to myself... if I'm going to deal with unprofessional like (and un-updated people) Tokyopop as a company seems to be a bad choice for me... For the Bizengaust author, it seems to be doing very well for her... But I wanted a better chance... So I decided to GO professional and seek out actual publishers. I have a really nice publisher in mind!! It's super exciting for me to actually be working toward something in my life I thought impossible to do... But I can see that through hard work and perseverance (and getting though school is a pain!! ) Wish me luck, but more importantly- Pray for me! School is pretty rough right now and I'm absolutely torn. God knows this has been my dream since long ago so I know He's behind me... (breathes) ... (silence)...

Anywho! I'm done with the script (took long enough- 17 pages for a manga is pretty short, but that gives me room to expand! (oh my poor nerves! TT^TT )
Now I got -some- character sketches, more will be done and in full bodies too... and while doing that, I plan to get the uber-rough sketches done for the names. ( *0*;;;;;; )

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ...I need coffee...

If anyone's interested to know!!!

I got chapter one finished-ish with the dialouge~

I'm in a writing season, so my drawings will come later.

I'm looking for a Title... any suggestions?

1) Staress is being revised/refreshed
2) The BBProject is doing great progress!! xD
3) Work at the coffee shop is hard but its bringing good inspiration
4) I'm learning Japanese in the morning and sketching at night!
6) My sewing is being put aside for now.
7) ~ and other crazy things ~

...I'm not dead yet!

Just wait a couple more weeks please! >.<;;

To the uninspired writers, singers, storytellers, aspireing mangakas, dreamers...

1: Is your heart pulling down on you? If you get that deep-down feeling of helplessness; STOP - breathe - look outside.
I recommend saying a prayer, like a charm. All you have to do is ask for that little push.

2: Perhaps you think you can't finish it, maybe someone says you are dreaming the impossible dream; always know this is YOUR dream, your inkling and it is for the taking. Dreams are nice to look at, but wouldn't it be better if you lived it?
Live it! Dream! Set the Goal!

3: Look towards the past. The young imagination is freash compared to the stale taste of adulthood. What made you happy when you were young? What books did you read before you went to school? Where did you want to go?

4: Are you truly happy with what you are doing? Work and school can get in the way of the dreaming mind. Keep up with the ideas! Make a note, a paragragh, a drawing a day. Don't loose what you have. If you forget how you did "this and that", always know the sketchy stuff is the raw preview of your best work. Remember to do it EVERYDAY!

5: Do not, DO NOT waste your time on silly playlists and "getting prepared" to be inspired. The songs you listen to and the books you read are good, but when no inspiration happens; STOP - drop what you're doing - go outside (yes, even if its cold and rainy). They are not truly apart of yourself.

6: When you have finished reading this sentence, I want you off of the computer and onto what you REALLY need to do.

GOOD LUCK with your dreams! I hope for the best of you!

This is for the NeoInklings everywhere~
(now i don't feel bad anymore. ^______^)